how i need someone to watch over me

i feel utterly sick of myself
for my profession in procrastination;
for being such a lazy person who has no self-control;
for failing to keep my promises which were made only few days ago;
for doing the wrong reading of the week therefore still not being able to participate in class; and
for updating a blog post a day talking about the same da_n person (obviously not me).

and sorry for spreading so much negative energy recently.
its gonna end soon. hopefully. : )

there's a somebody i'm longing to see
i hope that he turns out to be someone who watch over me
i'm a little lamb who's lost in a wood
i know i could always be good to one who'll watch over me
although he may not be the man some girls think of as handsome
to my heart he carries the key
won't you tell him please to put on some speed follow my lead
oh how i need someone to watch over me